…one night she was awakened by the sound of music, “I WANNA KNOW WHAT LOVE IS”..it keeps ringing in her ears (..so she figured it was just her ipod’s humming)..she thought she heard HIM singing beside her, coz the artist and His voice sound so alike (..is she dreaming?)
… the next song played “IRIS”, the lyrics ragged her.. she touched the other side of her bed and it was empty, so she pulled on the shawl to wrap her wintriness, she suddenly felt cold then, she embraced herself so tight....and realized that it was her solitude that chillin’ her ….then she heard goo goo dolls says..YEA, YOU BLEED JUST TO KNOW YOUR ALIVE….she slowly opened her eyes and saw that the room was well-lighted, she wanted to turn off the light so the world wont see her, as they might not understand --- but she chose not to, for she felt so afraid being alone in the dark …
… she heard the next song played “I’LL BE”… just cant help herself but sobbed…bit her lower lip afraid that she might cry out loud… in her recollection was a shadow of a man full of good memories and togetherness, whispering to her the same lyrics she’d been hearing in the song …I’ll be your cryin’ shoulder…
.. river of tears has flown in her deep-set eyes , she asked: “was it fate that was teasing her solitude?” .., for she deliberately knew that she is all by herself in this moment of despondency..
